It was 1 am and I couldn’t sleep, perhaps I slept too early…I am not so sure, funny huh! You know what happens when you can’t sleep in a quite night, you can’t hear anything moving or any noises around (okay, I heard a dog from afar) but you know what I could hear loud and clear? My thoughts! Yap, you read that right!
So, I decided to observe my thoughts as they come and go, some of them made sense so I kept them in my mind for a while and those that didn’t I simply pushed them away and observed them as they fade. Then this strange thought hit me, I was tempted to let it pass but then I decided to see what my inner self had to say about it “if I am to die tomorrow”.
I asked myself if I could die a happy person, with a smile on my face that says “I lived”! well, as funny as it may sound I saw myself dying with anger, sadness and sorrow…my eyes were watery, I realized if I am to die tomorrow then I am going to die unsatisfied person, with a lot to regret!
Chances I didn’t take, things that I should have said but I kept my mouth shut, things that I shouldn’t have said but I did anyway… so I made a decision, if I am to die tomorrow then I am going to do the following today;
I am going to love with all that I have, after all if I am going to die tomorrow then am going to take with me the love that I gave this world and not otherwise… so I am going to love and mean it, I am going to love everyone around me, it’s only love that can make all the difference in the world, love is the most powerful weapon ever existed on earth.
Today I am choosing love above anything.
If I am going to die tomorrow then today I am going to be kind, I am going to be kind enough to understand people I come across. Kindness can be the only thing that can save a person regardless of their actions. Kindness can heal!
If I am going to die tomorrow then today I am going to live with hope, I am going to spread hope around me! A simple smile can indeed show a person some hope for a better tomorrow…
I am going to live with a gratitude heart, I am going to be grateful for everything and everyone…I am going to appreciate every single thing and everybody today…for every person and everything I come to path with is a blessing….
If today were my last, then am going to give and give…am going to put value to everything I do, I am going to put value on my words, I am going to put value on my actions…I am going to serve with a grateful heart for only by giving you can receive… I will do good hoping good to come back to me tomorrow!
If I am going to die tomorrow then I want to die a happy person, a heart full of love and a soul full of satisfaction.